Vision

I noticed that my productivity is better when I'm alone, I believe this is the case for most people as well.

Recall the days during my uni times where I spent most of my time alone in my room doing things that I want to do, I'm able to concentrate better and focus on what I want to do and what I need to do and often the results are above satisfactory.

Ever since graduated, I have been staying with my family ever since, even after I started my work. Some of my time is delegated to the family where I need to be their driver, follow any family activity, disturbed by various happenings, got scolded for not helping in household chores. I'm not saying that staying at home is bad, actually I'm OK to stay with them as we need to appreciate the people around, their existence around us. The family bond is still the most important thing in one's life.

However, when looking at my progression and planning for my future. Family is seen as an obstacle, no, I should rephrase as challenge, because we need to juggle between work, personal life and family relations. This gradually slows down my pace, causes me to lost focus of my goals.

Perhaps it's time for me to look for something else in my life, to be alone outside for some time, to seek what's my calling that will eventually be my ultimate direction of life, and not just get bind down to my family.